life

"i think i am losing it!"

changes

at some point, i have got to admit that things will come to an end. a part of me thrives on routine but yet the other part of me craves changes, new things and new challenges. as the year draws to an end, i wondered how did time fly so fast? yeah, i had a good year. before the year ends, i would have gone to my favourite island in the world 3 times and taken time off to just forget about everything and just enjoy the sea and sun and the company of friends.

ministry wise, i am not sure whats going to happen but i have a feeling God is bringing me elsewhere. not sure where or what but just this feeling that by this time next year, i would not be doing the thing that i am doing now. although, a part of me knows that part of the reason i feel this way has to do with the way i have  changed. i see things differently and where i was once passionate, all i feel now is just some not so warm fuzziness.

work wise, i know that i cant keep this going for much longer. its not that i am losing money or anything but now i am pretty sure that by this time next year, i dont want my business to be where it is now. next year would be the make it or break it year. if things remain the same, its time to move on. i dont know where but part of the excitement is finding out.